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[Dec. 14th, 2009|11:44 pm] |
holy FUCK, Dexter! how am i supposed to go to bed in time to be rested for work after THAT?!?!?!
i would like to say though, that i really didn't care that much for R's acting, so as tragic and disgusting as that was, it opened a looot of doors!
gonna go try to shake all this fucked-upness off me and fall asleep. aye. |
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[Dec. 12th, 2009|01:53 pm] |
stress breakouts have become the bane of my existence. i can handle most anything else with some level of grace but i have literal meltdowns every time this happens. especially when it happens right before big events, which it always seems to do!
i'm going to do my very best to not focus on this and to stop being so vain and assuming the whole world is staring at this giant, red bump on the side of my face. i have a crazy fun night ahead of me so it's time to BUCK UP!
seriously though, this thing is so big it's not even right. |
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[Dec. 6th, 2009|03:00 am] |
as someone who has been personally affected by breast cancer more than once, i am so thankful for ANYthing that spreads awareness and gets people more educated about the disease. this is just the sweetest thing, i was tearing up by the end of it as hard as i fought not to!
(that cute little janitor throughout the video has lost two of the closest women in his life to breast cancer. i want to give him to biggest hug in the universe). |
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[Dec. 3rd, 2009|01:08 am] |
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I got home yesterday from a nine day trip to Oregon. It was an awesomeawesome trip.
Highlights!
1. Hanging with the fam.
1a. Spent the evening at Ben and Carrie's.
1b. Stayed at my dad's with his wife and tyler.
1c. Met my other nephew Ronin and as well as the rest of my brother Casey's family.
1d. Got to see my dad's parents on Thanksgiving and my mom's mom for dinner at her house.
2. Friends!
2a. Spent most of my time with Erin, who is by far one of the bestest bests I've ever had.
2b. A super drunken night involving Lee's dad and his favorite bar, Hong Kong Garden.
2c. Another super drunken night involving more of Salem's finest bars. Grandpa Dong and Sweater Mom.
2d. And another suuuuuuuper drunken night spent with Jesse and his friends.
2e. Bar bathroom sex. Always wanted to check that off the list and now I can.
3. I got registered for school. I'm not really excited about it. I mean I am but I am way more excited about the final product than what I am going to be doing for the next few months.
It was so bittersweet coming home. I'm always sad to leave but most of the time I'm glad to be home. But this time I was not glad to be home. I didn't want to leave. I came home, sat on my bed and felt empty.
I hate that for the rest of my life I will always belong in two different places. I will always miss where ever I'm not. And for some reason last night it really got to me. I wouldn't change any of it. I know amazing people both places. They both add up to equal me. I just very selfishly want everyone to be in one spot.
I've gone on three dates with someone that I think I like. And he speaks fluent english. hah. |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2009|12:03 am] |
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fernet branca is good stuff. super excited that andy's creative talents are shining through on our walls. orientation at godaddy tomorrow, really nervous. can't wait for this tedious semester to be done with. it's weird having jim and nancy visit and ask permission to go into "our" (their) bedroom. the dogs only like me when i have food to give them, yet i continue to feed them any scraps i have. i need a haircut and color like nobody's business. life is good. |
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